Awakening


There is a new dawn arriving, coming very soon. Humans are still asleep wrapped-up in a blanket of fear. This will change. Already many are half-awake but confused.

If you feel a sense of deep unease, a sense of craziness about your ideas, an irrational desire to break-away from mainstream thinking, a sense of panic that part of you no longer fits into the pattern that has been your life up until now? Then, you are awakening.

Awakening in a strange bedroom familiar only in the fact that it contains standard bedroom furniture, a bed, dresser and a closet. But, in every other respect it is strange, unknown. Where is this room? What lies outside the door? You rationalize that it has to be familiar and logical, yet there is this underlying knowledge within you that you have moved; experienced a subtle shift in perception. Not only have you awakened from the sleep of physical resting you are awakening from the sleep of non-awareness.

Each day, no matter how you struggle and you will struggle to stay 'in pattern' stay secure, stay sensible you will not cannot halt your awakening. This awakening into awareness links you irrevocably with your higher-self, that divine source within us all.

Part of you will welcome and want to embrace this expanding assertive awareness, yet to do so fully will require you to let go and step into the unknown.

The unknown is that place where you can no longer abdicate total responsibility for everything, Yes! Absolutely everything that has brought you to the place you find yourself in this moment.

What does this mean 'being totally responsible'? It means you have to learn to go inside yourself for your answers, learn to access and be open to all your senses: not just favoring either the intellect or the emotions. Rather, it means listening too all the sensory information from inside you, in particular that subtle oft-ignored voice called intuition.

Intuition is the messenger of the Soul. Your soul is divine, is infinite and has direct access to the highest good for you. So, when you follow your soul path you will be in alignment with the flow of experience that reflects the absolute best for you. The soul's perspective is cosmic, all loving and timeless.

This depth of perception is often the reason we ignore the tug of our intuition. Sometimes the message it appears to be bringing flies in the face of all that's reasonable, in our minds. Remember this when you listen only to the dictates of your mind. Remember that you have been truly asleep ignoring completely your vast inner store of knowledge, being 'in ignorance'.

At the start I said those who are asleep are 'wrapped in a blanket of fear'. If your retort to this is, "Why should I give up control of my life? Let some intangible called intuition take over?"

I would answer, "Fine, don't. I am not asking you to do anything."

If your life is allowing you 'to be all you can be' allowing you to experience joy, love and expansion then stay 'in control'. You may already be awake fully. Only you can know this. The message in this text (if there is any) is the one that will resonate inside you as you read it. If that response is "Yes, I feel all this." Or an angry "Rubbish!" I am content that whether you consciously acknowledge it or not, your response is an expression of the 'highest good' for you, in this moment

All this brief statement has sought to do is, throw out a seed and maybe, like a tiny alarm clock, it will awaken a thread of knowledge, an intuitive twinge in you. Maybe, you will metaphorically awaken in that strange bedroom. If so, welcome to the new dawn. The era of consciousness that will facilitate the flowering of your divinity as you enter into a cosmic partnership with your soul and experience the all-encompassing love of this creation.

Kam 10/10/00



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